http://maymay.net/blog/2005/05/02/still-frames/ The brutally honest, first-person account of Meitar Moscovitz's life. Mon, 21 May 2012 07:12:08 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.2 http://maymay.net/blog/2005/05/02/still-frames/comment-page-1/#comment-3753 Nick Moscovitz Tue, 03 May 2005 04:04:43 +0000 /?p=239#comment-3753 Knowing that I am an avid reader of this blog, and having the confidence to write about me this openly is proof enough for me that I have done something right. In fact more than something. It is about time that you are your own man, and your self definition transforms from that which I think I know completely to one which continues to fascinate me as being different from my own. I am proud that I have navigated myself, and for whatever it is worth, you, to that point in time. So I see the positive side in that, knowing that my love to you is unwavering, and as steady as it ever was, and ever will be. Life had afforded me the opportunity to nurture your younger brothers (8 and 1) and at my age, they are quite a handfull, but also a wonderful substitution to the possible feelings of loss generated by the distance which you seem to see growing between us. Indeed I see you less, and maybe talk to you less, but there is no distance for me. I was blessed with your following in some of the paths I laid out for you, one of which is your affinity to self expression, computers and blogging. That opens enough views into your life for me, more, I believe, that most other fathers I know have access to. Another path is your passion for exploration, and your longing to other places. So I am really greatful. After all, my biggest reward is your happiness, and that is a truth you will experience if and when you will love someone unconditionally, like I love you. Remember, I am here for you, and you define what "for" is. Last thing I want is to hinder and burden you. Good for you. Enjoy, and stay aware. Love, Aba Knowing that I am an avid reader of this blog, and having the confidence to write about me this openly is proof enough for me that I have done something right. In fact more than something. It is about time that you are your own man, and your self definition transforms from that which I think I know completely to one which continues to fascinate me as being different from my own. I am proud that I have navigated myself, and for whatever it is worth, you, to that point in time. So I see the positive side in that, knowing that my love to you is unwavering, and as steady as it ever was, and ever will be. Life had afforded me the opportunity to nurture your younger brothers (8 and 1) and at my age, they are quite a handfull, but also a wonderful substitution to the possible feelings of loss generated by the distance which you seem to see growing between us. Indeed I see you less, and maybe talk to you less, but there is no distance for me. I was blessed with your following in some of the paths I laid out for you, one of which is your affinity to self expression, computers and blogging. That opens enough views into your life for me, more, I believe, that most other fathers I know have access to. Another path is your passion for exploration, and your longing to other places. So I am really greatful. After all, my biggest reward is your happiness, and that is a truth you will experience if and when you will love someone unconditionally, like I love you. Remember, I am here for you, and you define what “for” is. Last thing I want is to hinder and burden you. Good for you.
Enjoy, and stay aware.
Love, Aba

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