Everything In Between

I’ve noticed that I’ve been unusually irritable for the past few days. I can’t yet pinpoint when it started, but it was sometime earlier this week. It’s been an on-and-off thing, usually following mood cycles and with very defineable triggers.

This past trigger was looking at my bank balance and seeing that I couldn’t cover the charge for the electric bill that just came through. So I am now officially flat broke. As in, I have no money, not a single cent available.

I feel like I’m in limbo waiting for the next set of details that will arrive from Apple. I don’t like waiting. So maybe that’s what’s causing it.

On a related note, a woman who mailed me about a project of her’s involving bipolar disorder called today. She’s doing interviews. This is old stuff for me (interviews, that is; I’ve lost track of how many research papers and special projects and newspaper articles and whatnot I’ve been interviewed for over the years about a range of things), but perhaps it will be good to bring the topic to the forefront again.