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		<title>14 Hour Coding Session</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 20 Mar 2005 00:13:59 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Meitar</dc:creator>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Oh my god, fourteen hours playing with <acronym title="eXtensible HyperText Markup Language; HTML reformulated as XML">XHTML</acronym>, <acronym title="Cascading Style Sheets">CSS</acronym>, and <acronym title="PHP Hypertext Preprocessor; an HTML-embedded scripting language">PHP</acronym> to get <a href="http://maymaymedia.com/" title="A much expanded and still incomplete business web site.">Maymay Media</a> to what it is now. (And it&#8217;s still not done, though I&#8217;m constantly looking for <a href="http://www.maymay.net/maymaymedia/contact/" title="Would you send me feedback on my web site?">feedback</a>!)</p>
<p>Much, if not most of that time was spent writing and editting new content, and beating down <acronym title="Cascading Style Sheets">CSS</acronym> bugs in Internet Explorer. Those of you who know my work habits are likely to be surprised by the fact that I could spend 14 hours dealing mostly with client-side coding issues.</p>
<p>Normally I can&#8217;t spend more than a few hours&mdash;at the most&mdash;dealing with <acronym title="Cascading Style Sheets">CSS</acronym> problems because browser bugs tick me off too much. (Ahem, Micro<em>Sucks</em>.) Nevertheless, for some miraculous reason, I kept swatting bug after bug after bug this session and the enthusiasm just fueled more coding. Needless to say, I was very <em>very</em> productive last night.</p>
<p>I also didn&#8217;t sleep a wink, however, so now I&#8217;m dead tired. Here&#8217;s a short recap before my memories fall down behind the waterfall in my mind.</p>
<h3>Last Night&#8217;s Call-a-thon and Digital Departure</h3>
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<p>Last night I was Mr. Popular. I got literally countless phone calls (I can&#8217;t remember them all) from folks who wanted to chat it up. I spoke to a few Meetup group members, Danica, my parents, and others. Christine called and wanted to hang out today but she canceled this afternoon. (I didn&#8217;t mind, I&#8217;m exhausted.)</p>
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<p>Danica came over from about 8:30 PM to 10:30 PM so that she could give me back the apartment keys and transfer her digital posessions (computer files) off of my computers and onto her own. She also gave me a <cite>Moldy Peaches</cite> album to import into my iTunes Library. (Cool.)</p>
<p>So that&#8217;s pretty much it. We said goodbye, she seemed sad, and I asked her to call me so I knew she&#8217;d gotten home okay. She did, and we said goodbye again. And that&#8217;s that; we are finally going our separate ways and have no more connection to each other whatsoever.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m not even thinking about the future, but I do admit that remaining friends is something I&#8217;d probably like&mdash;if it were not emotionally draining. We&#8217;ll see what happens, but the path for right now is very clear: I&#8217;m trekking it solo yet again!</p>
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<h3>The Geeky Parts</h3>
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<p>Back to the tech realm, I&#8217;ve implemented my <a href="/tests/php/dynamic-target-relevance/?r-msg=Remember+this%3F#dynamic-relevancy-messages" title="The original published proof-of-concept for a relevency messages.">dynamic relevancy message <acronym title="Application Programming Interface">API</acronym></a> on this blog. What does that mean for you? Probably nothing, but it does mean you&#8217;ll likely see relevancy messages change and grow in abundance over time. As always, use a modern browser to see the full effect.</li>
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<p>Still in the tech realm, I squashed a number of annoying <acronym title="Internet Explorer">IE</acronym> <acronym title="Cascading Style Sheets">CSS</acronym> bugs <em>on this blog</em> with the somewhat-magical application of <code>position:relative;</code>. This means visitors using <acronym title="Internet Explorer">IE</acronym> will finally get a near-perfect browsing experience, with no annoying vanishing backgrounds anymore.</p>
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<p>Also, Google SiteSearch has been implemented, so you&#8217;ll be seeing that on the top banner for the time being. It&#8217;s nothing special, just a way to make it look like you can do more than you can here. It might also make me some more money via clickthroughs, but that&#8217;s unlikely. (Oh, which reminds me, those ads on the right side of the window, yeah, <strong>if you click on those I get money</strong>. Don&#8217;t be shy.)</p>
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<p>A not-so-new but still interesting point of note is that I&#8217;ve started using <a href="http://www.mybloglog.com/" title="Tracks click counts on your outgoing links, seamlessly, and for free.">MyBlogLog.com</a> to keep track of which hyperlinks people are clicking on. This has been somewhat informative because it means I get to see which hyperlinks induce clicks and which don&#8217;t. Anchor text is important, and this is a useful tool to learn how you can manipulate the effect of a link.</p>
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<h3>Flickr Photos from the Past!</h3>
<p>Finally, I&#8217;ve been wanting to get more value out of my digital camera. I haven&#8217;t been taking pictures, but backing up and transfering a bunch of Danica&#8217;s things last night inspired me to dig through some of my old photo collections to see what could turn up. Well, here it is:</p>
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<p>Here&#8217;s me almost a year ago, during last year&#8217;s Passover at my mother&#8217;s:</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/maymay/6868881/" title="View this photo at my Flickr photostream."><img src="http://photos6.flickr.com/6868881_9516cace64.jpg" width="220" height="297" alt="Me sitting at the table during Passover, 2004" /></a></li>
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<p>Me at San Francisco&#8217;s Exploratorium with Danica during the Summer of 2004, on my trip to meet her family. Look at the face I&#8217;m making, I had so much fun there.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/maymay/6868886/" title="View this photo at my Flickr photostream."><img src="http://photos7.flickr.com/6868886_428cf57250.jpg" width="269" height="384" alt="Me sitting on the big chair at the San Francisco Exploratorium." /></a></li>
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<p>Yeah, I was gonna eat that piece of toast. Obviously, my dinner plans were foiled.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/maymay/6868885/" title="View this photo at my Flickr photostream."><img src="http://photos3.flickr.com/6868885_845fa1d17b.jpg" width="345" height="396" alt="I look at the camera sadly, holding burnt toast in my hands." /></a></li>
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<p>This is what happens to my face if I don&#8217;t shave.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/maymay/6868882/" title="View this photo at my Flickr photostream."><img src="http://photos6.flickr.com/6868882_534ab89a76.jpg" width="252" height="473" alt="Me smiling, sunlight clearly showing my unshaven face." /></a></li>
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		<title>Insomniatic Maniac</title>
		<link>http://maymay.net/blog/2004/09/27/insomniatic-maniac/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 27 Sep 2004 11:16:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Meitar</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The past week has felt like months, though I can only remember 3 days clearly. Read that sentence one more time and tell me if it makes any sense to you, becuase it sure as hell confuses me. It&#8217;s been nearly impossible to sleep. Or more accurately, it&#8217;s been very difficult to get myself to [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The past week has felt like months, though I can only remember 3 days clearly. Read that sentence one more time and tell me if it makes any sense to you, becuase it sure as hell confuses me.</p>
<p>It&#8217;s been nearly impossible to sleep. Or more accurately, it&#8217;s been very difficult to get myself to fall asleep. I&#8217;ve been sleeping just fine, but only after staying up for hours on end. This happens a lot but each time it does I&#8217;m left to obey the whims of my sarcadian rhythms rather than my own plans. That&#8217;s what&#8217;s really bothersome about it: I can&#8217;t fall asleep when I want to, only when I&#8217;m tired.</p>
<p>Unfortunately, I haven&#8217;t really been able to do what I wanted when I&#8217;m awake either. I&#8217;d like to have more done than what is currently done. I&#8217;d like to have more templates for this site, I&#8217;d like to have written more, and I&#8217;d like to have more paid projects to work on.</p>
<p>There is likely some kind of connection between my own productivity or lack thereof and my sarcadian cycles. Of course, I&#8217;m not sure if I&#8217;m more productive when I can&#8217;t sleep and end up online all night or when I behave like a normal human being and work during the day. I have had conflicting experiencees in both cases so my perception is confused.</p>
<p>Online at night I usually do a lot of reading and learning, but I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;m very constructive. Perhaps this is because I haven&#8217;t the space or the equipment. But maybe that&#8217;s just what I tell myself in order not to feel too bad. Productivity is like this mythical holy grail of faith. Sometimes I have it and sometimes I don&#8217;t, and I don&#8217;t know how to get it or why I lose it.</p>
<p>Ultimately, insomnia is more frustrating than anything else because it implies boredom. No, I&#8217;m not really bored when I can&#8217;t sleep because, of course, I do all sorts of things. But I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;ve ever really done exactly what I&#8217;ve wanted to do when I&#8217;ve been unable to fall asleep. Perhaps what I&#8217;d have liked to do is get to sleep. Afterall, that&#8217;s why I&#8217;m calling it insomnia, right?</p>
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