This morning, after getting myself out of bed I vacuumed the kitchen floor and the area around the bed. It’s quite remarkable how much that improves my quality of life. The only reason I didn’t do it sooner was because it seemed like an impossible task. In reality, it took two minutes.
Becky wrote about this just the other day, too. I read her entry and despite the fact that she made other observations, that’s what stuck in my mind.
I did laundry today, too. That was helpful and not as hard as I seem to remember.
Without a doubt, the most obvious explanation as to why I’ve actually managed to do these things today is the fact that I feel somewhat better about Danica and about our relationship. That probably needs a lot of explaining. (Oh well.) I think that I was able to get across more of how I feel and why I feel the way I do. Ironically, it was in the form of sad emotional outbursts (and I stress sad, not argumentative) but it seems like those are more effective sometimes.
Now, out to coffee.