I was tired at 11:45 PM, it’s now 5:46 AM, and I am still not asleep. I spent 3+ hours in bed trying to sleep. Eyes closed and everything. Yesterday night, I got approximately 5 hours of sleep in all. Tomorrow at 12 noon is my first day of unpaid “work” for the MindfulGroup online […]
Sleep has been very erratic once again, and its effect on my productivity has been disastrous. In the past several days, I have spent a grand total of about 30 hours awake, most of which was squandered playing play-money poker online. In short, I feel like a lazy sloth and I’m hating the feeling. In […]
RSS Reorganization I need to rethink how I’ve organized my newsfeeds. There are some categories which I feel like I’m constantly un-bolding. Thing is, some of those items are ones I like to read, but they’re right next to the ones I don’t really want to see, despite being in the same logical category. Thus, […]
As I was reading my newsfeeds tonight, I came across several pieces of Python code supposedly written in one half of an hour. It took me half that much time just to read through the whole thing, and I still don’t really undertstand it all. In short, this left me feeling stupid. (The code in […]
O. M. G. I am amazing. No, not just a random narcissistic comment, but rather a pat on the back for dealing with a wildly depressed partner while going on 29 hours without any sleep.
I think I have DSPS, or Delayed Sleep Phase Syndrome. I always thought it was insomnia, but now I’m not really sure anymore. With insomnia, you’re tired but you can’t really sleep for some reason. You want to sleep, but can’t. With DSPS, you’re just not tired and so the thought of sleep never really […]
I’ve got a bug; if I don’t blog about it within at least 24 hours, it never gets blogged. Gotta iron that one out. There are some emails I need to get to (apologies for not writing you back yet), some calls I need to make, and some checks I need to write. Of course, […]
Safari is still my main browser on the Mac. It has this feature which integrates it into Apple’s Address Book and provides a drop down list of all your contacts whom you have specified Web pages for. Well, there are very few people in my address book without web pages of some kind. Most of […]
Joining discussion groups about bipolar disorder has really inspired a lot of thoughts on the matter. Frankly, I don’t know why I didn’t bother to do it sooner. And on that note, here are some more thoughts. This time they’re about working with doctors when the desire to experiment with meds strikes. Of course, the […]
At a bakery at closing time, I’m given two minutes to grab a cupcake by a male employee. He gives Danica four minutes. I am angry. More thoughts on polyamory and feelings about my relationship.